30.1.09

i finally make my ic within 1 hour
i has to fight in order to take a seat doing my ic
要走好长一段路，感谢bus uncle愿意载我而不收钱。
朋友要来我家拜年但我取消了，
爸妈心情不好，所以我不想吓到朋友。
今天碰到了三位朋友，
大家都长大了。
第一次和三位美女出门。
以后会很少出门了。

boring day

today im doing my ic,i come late at 8.30 and get a no of 390

so i have to wait until 3pm

now im at the Jabatan Penerangan Malaysia.

i think im quite brave tat entering this block

the Internet here are very low,

hai,this is a important Jabatan so i hope tat the facilities will improve and the service also

i feel quite burden now.

this incident make me so tired.
the computer is offline, so i have to come to here tmr.
so suck,many ppl complain n the time to take out the new ic very slow,as comparing to kl.

n i go 2 police report i was robed
the police seem like no believe me.
why i said so,it is bcoz robed no need to pay fine(hope so)
so a lie cost RM100.00,could u do so if u r me?
haha,n i think the police forgot ask me to pay the report costs 2dollar
hope tat nothing happen.

my ic and car lisence are lost

去朋友家，因为是一个人和坐巴士，很怕被打抢，
所以我就把ic和lisen从皮包分出来，
抢了钱包还有重要的东西吗
哪知这两样都跌了
很伤心。

好啦，我以后不会埋怨了
我以后不会再做白日梦了
我以后不会像小孩子了，我要承担后果。
我会学习面对一切的困境。
我不会再幼稚了。
我不会这么期待新年了
不会期待出去玩了
我要好好的
搞好我的学业

真的好无助，我还能做什么
感谢hanson,simmy和稀客。

朋友问我为什么还笑得出来，
我说要装潇洒啊。
我想我还有神吧。
赞美神，我还能呼求那你的名
在这次事件中让我更多的经历你。

我受够了

为什么对我这样
为什么只是我这样？
就算我上大学拿到奖学金也不能供我生活费
新加波也就算了，本地大学也不能。
那要我怎样啊？
那我现在读得这么辛苦又怎样？
卖脑也是很累的啊
那我比如卖声好了！！！
好没有安全感～
我需要钱！
你们不是没有钱，而是花错了地方。
连亲戚都知道，你们有多少就花多少。
还记得我的衣服都是亲戚给的，
那种感觉你们知道吗？
别人都会笑我为什么衣服都是这样的，
我好自卑。
都是你们害的。
因为没钱，
害我每天只能呆在家里当宅男，
好想出去噢。
每天只能关在小小的四方空间里，
我真的好闷噢！
我好想出去闯噢
好想出去玩哦
好像去召回，好想去聚会。

彻底的失败

第一次这么的主动，却遇到了诸多麻烦。
感觉好伤心。
原来团拜是那么的困难，
真的好想看看你们过得好不好。
有没有变胖。
希望有机会。

很感人的說

有位女孩說：我需要這樣一個男人

* 有點害羞，但曾在分別的街頭，大聲說我愛你
* 從來不遲到--我遲到他不生氣。
* 擁抱很久、很緊--每次我起身時幾乎是需要慢慢推開他。
* 睡得比我遲一點，醒來早一點。
* 朦朧醒來輕呼我的名字--沒有呼錯。
* 記得我的日期、鞋號、密碼、最怕的事。
* 我很怕蟲子，見到蟲子大聲尖叫他不會笑我。
* 開車絕不喝酒，讓我繫上安全帶。
* 幫我做家務，每天。邊做邊聊天。
* 雨天散步，背我過積水，說：你還可以再胖一些啊。
* 吵嘴時不會一走了之。
* 我說笑話他笑。
* 指甲整齊乾淨，喜歡我替他剪指甲。
* 我做的菜他每樣都愛吃，要求明天再做。
* 告訴我--24小時隨時打電話。
* 偷偷買一件兩人合穿的雨衣放在車上。
* 吵嘴時我要他還我送給他的維尼熊，他堅決不還。
* 吃我吃剩的東西。
* 我失眠時他陪我聊天。
* 我感冒了，他還是會用我的杯
吵架之後,如果對方打你手機,一定要接！
吵架之後,如果對方打你手機,一定要接！！！
有那麼一對情侶.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶爾時不時出些壞點子耍耍男孩.男孩很聰明,也很懂事,最主要的一點.幽默感很強.總能在2個人相處中找到可以逗女孩發笑的方式.女孩很喜歡男孩這種樂天派的心情.
他們一直相處不錯,女孩對男孩的感覺,淡淡的,說男孩像自己的親人.
男孩對女孩愛甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每當吵架的時候,男孩都會說是自己不好,自己的錯.即使有時候真的不怪他的時候,他也這麼說.他不想讓女孩生氣.
就這樣過了5年,男孩仍然非常愛女孩,像當初一樣.
有一個週末,女孩出門辦事,男孩本來打算去找女孩,但是一聽說她有事,就打消了這個念頭.他在家裡呆了一天,他沒有聯繫女孩,他覺得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打擾他.
誰知女孩在忙的時候,還想著男孩,可是一天沒有接到男孩的消息,她很生氣.晚上回家後,發了條信息給男孩,話說得很重.甚至提到了分手.當時是晚上12點.
男孩心急如焚,打女孩手機,連續打了3次,都給掛斷了.打家裡電話沒人接,猜想是女孩把電話線拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出門了,他要去女孩家.當時是12點25.
女孩在12點40的時候又接到了男孩的電話,從手機打來的,她又給掛斷了. 一夜無話.男孩沒有再給女孩打電話.
第2天,女孩接到男孩母親的電話,電話那邊聲淚俱下.男孩昨晚出了車禍.警方說是車速過快導致剎車不急,撞到了一輛壞在半路的大貨車.救護車到的時候,人已經不行了.
女孩心痛到哭不出來,可是再後悔也沒有用了.她只能從點滴的回憶中來懷念男孩帶給她的歡樂和幸福.
女孩強忍悲痛來到了事故車停車場,她想看看男孩呆過的最後的地方.車已經撞得完全不成樣子.方向盤上,儀表盤上,還沾有男孩的血跡.
男孩的母親把男孩當時身上的遺物給了女孩,錢包,手錶,還有那部沾滿了男孩鮮血的手機.女孩翻開錢包,裡面有她的照片,血漬浸透了大半張.
當女孩拿起男孩的手錶的時候,赫然發現,手錶的指針停在12點35分附近.
女孩瞬間明白了,男孩在出事後還用最後一絲力氣給她打電話,而她自己卻因為還在堵氣沒有接.男孩再也沒有力氣去撥第2遍電話了,他帶著對女孩的無限眷戀和內疚走了.
女孩永遠不知道,男孩想和她說的最後一句話是什麼.女孩也明白,不會再有人會比這個男孩,更愛她了！

愛上一個人的８個預兆
1.當你正在忙時，卻把手機開著，等著她/他的短信.. 你已經愛上她/他了
2.如果你喜歡和她/他兩個人單獨漫步.. 你已經愛上她/他了
3.當你和她/他在一起時，你會假裝不注意他，但是當她離/他開你的視線時，你會急著尋找她/他... 你已經愛上她了
4.當她/他受傷或生病時，你會很關心她，替她/他著急.. 你已經愛上他了
5.當她/他和別人要好時，你會感到吃不知其味... 你已經愛上她了
6.當你看到她/他那甜美的笑時，你的嘴角會揚起一絲得意的笑.. 你已經愛上她/他了
7.當你看到這篇文章時，心裡想到某個人
8.當你看到這篇文章後，不回貼將會一輩子沒人愛，沒人疼，沒人陪，沒人關心，沒人照顧！！

新的一年

大家都balik kampung了，
开开心心的与家人亲戚朋友聚在一起了，
我也好balik kampung噢，
这九天又是一个闷到爆的假期，
真希望快点结束。

也好想结束这样的沟通方式，
难道就不能换一个对大家好的方式吗？
你认为我要的只是红包或礼物吗？

我的朋友们，好想回去去找你们噢～
好想听到你们的声音。
为什么一点过年的气氛都没有，
好没有安全感。
我以后一定要赚多多钱！

对了，祝大家新年快乐！

第一次‘提议’办活动和‘草稿计划’成功

As a treasurer of the computer club,
i have suggest the an activity for the years
it has been agree with other committee as i try persuade them
tat is 'Let Blog Now'
it is available at my school only, so very sorry to the blogger tat wan 2 participate.
好兴奋，第一次是高层人员，
所以很没有实力，不过我会好好学的。
大家都说这个活动办得成，希望老师和校长会通过。
今天好开心哦！！！！


又一次，可以跟他那么近.
在他身旁烦恼会跑掉噢，很开心。

第一次觉得读书累人

下半节（11pm-2pm)都好想睡觉。
对读书失去了兴趣。
每天都好累，不能玩了
下个月是四点会了，累垮了。
每天都要读读读，还要有压力进不到自己理想的科系。
好彩我有耶稣，不然我就真的要疯了。

A fable about following ur dreams

This post is especially 4 my dear "Hanson"

.....he had attended a seminary until he was sixteen. His parents had wanted him to become a priest, and thereby a source of pride for a simple farm family. they worked hard just to get food and water, like the sheep. He had studied Latin, Spanish, and theology. But ever since he had been a child, he had wanted to know the world, and this was much more important to him then knowing God. One afternoon, on a visit to his family, he had summoned the courage to tell his father that he didn't want to be a priest. Then he wanted to travel.

"Ppl from all over the world hav passed through this village,son. They climb the mountain to see the castle and wind up thinking that the past was better than what we had now. They hav blonde hair but basically they're the same as the ppl who live right here."

"But I'd like to see the castles in the towns where they live"

"those ppl, when they c our land, say that they would like to live here forever."

"well I'd like to c their land, n c how they live"

"the ppl who come here hav a lot of money 2 spend, so they can afford 2 travel. Amongst us, the only ones who travel r the shepherds."

"Well then, i'll be a shepherd."

He father said no more. The next day, he give his son a pouch tat held 3 ancient Spanish coins.
"I found these one day in the fields. Use them to buy ur flock. Take 2 the fields, n someday u'll learn tat our countryside is the best, our women the most beautiful."

And he gave the boy his blessing. The boy could c in his father's gaze a desire to be able, himself, to travel the world- a desire tat was still alive, despite his father's having had 2 bury it, over dozen of years, under the burden of struggling 4 water 2 drink, food 2 eat, and the same place to sleep noght of his life.

this post is really long

the left hand side is me

"If an image is worth a thousand words, an image mosaic is worth a million"

你看得出里面的意思吗？哈哈，说来听听咯。

鲁莽驾车记

第一次真正的驾车，
这次是去bank办事，
我吓得半死，
心脏就要掉出来了。
我在想考官是怎么给我pass的
现在我还是很怕
走错路怕我不会走
我就想走回去，
但不会u-turn，
到尽头stering要怎么摆，
又有车，不能出丑，
继续直走。
这就是最大的问题。
WOO WOO WOO....
旁边又有车，
下次还是有人陪我好了
你们要去哪里记得跟我说噢
我来载你们去。

畅快的感觉

好久没有这种感觉
第三位认识的博客
只能说我好喜欢你
就这样我们聊了好久
有三个小时吧
花了我rm25
不过也没什么
我很少用电话的
怎么可以聊酱久
平时默默无语的我
今日尽然能那么的疯狂
原来我也是这么八的
谢谢你和我聊天
终于找到了一个可以和我真正谈心的人
喜欢那把磁吸的声音
像一把吸铁吸引着我
我想要的感觉
第一次想要这么深入的了解一个人
不过距离好远哦
找机会我去找你吧。。。

今天没做到什么
毕竟就当自己是病人
今天就好好宠宠自己
让我们一起去盛夏吧。。。

为了某些原因
我还是帮你隐姓埋名

meet the dentist

i arrived the clinic at 8am and the appointment is 8.30
so few a patient
the doctor is a Chinese young girl and she is beautiful
the most important thing is she still remember me
i like her very much.

first the nurse take x-ray for me
i feel like vomit and she said breathing
then ok,only no more than 1second done
but i scare the effect of x-ray
i dont wan cancer
although I'm cancer,haha
then the doctor acupuncture anaesthesia about 3 times
then after 15minutes i feel paralysis
half lip,teeth and tongue were paralysis
got feel pain first and then the doctor put another needle which made me feel bitter
then no pain at all
but i was too nervous tat make the dentist and nurse are so nervous
after about 20minutes,successful and she sew up and next Wednesday need to go again
thank for the doctor

now i feel like sick
she said must finish the antibiotic and today is the important day
i keep bite the cotton and i dun like it
i oso kena drink the blood,no good at all..

11/1

study already 1 week, i still do no get ready n keep on online
maybe is still can cope yet.

juz now i win the prize tat given by dongbaiqin
im wonder wat the prize is...
so tired to win the prize.hehe

anyway,i wanna to tell u all im going to hav a small surgery
tat is teeth surgery and cost 50bucks
normally pull out a teeth only cost 1 dollar
im quite afraid then coz this is no my fault tat i didn't wash my teeth but but the teeth was slanting
i scare it made me very pain.
1 small things will cause u painful enough
everybody bless me..

第五十天

49天的假期，简直是闷死我了，当了这么久的干物男，为了省钱，都没出过门。
期待中。
有人竟然染头发，你会染就不会染回去吗？
不然就不要来吗。
中六生也有人染，有点失望，我们应该做榜样，而且染的还是巡查员，50天也要染。
好彩不是和你们同班。

周会，好消息，很大可能不用给学费，
大家楞住了，现场一片安静。只能用一个字形容‘爽’。
省下至少rm150.

对了，我的班一分为二。超爽的。16.16.这对中六生才是标准。
一个人不读了，我早就不看好他了，上课不专心不听课。。。
总之没有心就不要读，没有‘料’就不要读。何必浪费时间。
以前都是我做后面，
听吃力看此吃力，总之concentrate不到。
有时同学没来，做去前面也会被老师说我why chg ur seat.
i juz wanna to follow ur lesson.
今年，我终于坐在男生排的最前面。
看得很清楚，听的很清楚，老师也认得学生。
小班制的好处。就是有点热，三楼都酱热点。。

我想第一天老师一定很懒的，尽说些废话，
第一节打扫，这老师一定不教了，
但想不到上课咯，而且叫我们交一篇短篇作文。
好老师，毕竟改作文很麻烦的。
接下来想不到所有的节全部老师都有教书，包括英文。
我的志愿，小时候大家都写过吧。
我站出去的时候超害羞的，不是很厉害摆pose,
而且又要把表情摆好，我都是没有表情的，
不会表达自我。我不会搞笑，我只能严肃的站着。
随便说my ambition is computer engineer(ce),
绝对这科很像很pro的感觉
老师说wat is ce?
i dun know.design formula ba..
wiki 显示：Computer engineering (also called Electronic and Computer engineeringComputer Systems Engineering) is a discipline that combines elements of both electrical engineering and computer science. Computer engineers are electrical engineers that have additional training in the areas of software design and hardware-software integration.^{[citation needed]} In turn, they focus less on power electronics and physics. Computer engineers are involved in many aspects of computing, from the design of individual microprocessors, personal computers, and supercomputers, to circuit design. This engineering monitor the many subsystems in motor vehicles). or

Usual tasks involving computer engineers include writing software and firmware for embeddedmicrocontrollers, designing VLSI chips, designing analog sensors, designing mixed signal circuit boards, and designing operating systems.Computer engineers are also suited for robotics research, which relies heavily on using digital systems to control and monitor electrical systems like motors, communications, and sensors.

看了不明白，哈哈，英文不好。不过我一定不会选这科啦，眼睛都不是很好还要一直对住电脑。

感情篇

似似孤单，但感觉很好。放手的感觉真好，只要你有是过来陪陪我。

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?

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You Scored as Mathematics/Statistics

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Mathematics, Statistics, or related majors (e.g., Accounting, Actuarial Science, Astronomy, Computer Engineering, Computer Information Systems (CIS), Computer Science, Economics, Engineering, Finance, Management Information Systems (MIS), Operations Management, Physics, Risk Management).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests.

Mathematics/Statistics

75%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

63%

English/Journalism/Comm

50%

Religion/Theology

50%

HR/BusinessManagement

44%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

44%

Education/Counseling

38%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

31%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

31%

Psychology/Sociology

25%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

19%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

19%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

13%

Visual&PerformingArts

6%

哀悼

（加影12日讯）18岁华裔少年疑赌球欠大耳窿，一时想不开，竟爬上14楼高的公寓一跃而下，当场丧命！
他的命只值20000块吗？
来自星周日报1月1日 活力副刊
这篇应该不受瞩目，不过他的死岂只是个人事件？他的死关系到社会风气，关系到每一个年轻的生命。

‘疑赌球欠大耳窿’，事实并非如此，大家一致认为他会欠债，是为了圧义气帮朋友。
事实也真如此，这篇我真的不知该如何写下去。

好友A说从接获消息到葬礼结束，他都没掉过一滴眼泪，但当他看到新闻标题‘18岁华裔少年疑赌球欠大耳窿’，他哭了。‘阿文不吸毒不赌博，不能这样怀疑他！’
15岁离开学校，与好友去学技职手艺（修车）。
这个社会很现实，中三辍学的学生，马上被标签，被评价为‘被学校踢出来的坏孩子’，不是好孩子等于没有能力，没能力就会成为小混混，混上损友欠债，就一定是赌，赌就一定是不知悔改。

我真的写不下去了。他的问题只是出在，不懂得怎么寻求帮助。

我只能说家庭教育很重要，父母要学习怎样教导孩子，另外要谦虚，并不是你们说的都是对的。
还有父母和孩子一定要沟通。
心寒，大家一起哀悼吧～

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